I SUCK at life...

and updating this blog!

Holy crap! Life with 2 boys (3 counting Brad, which most days, he most definitely counts:)) is rough, but let me add that I wouldn't change a SECOND of it! Anyone who said going from 1 to 2 wasn't an adjustment LIED! Maybe it's just me, but it has been pretty hard! First off, Brad works 80+ hours most weeks so maybe that plays a part cause most days I'm doing it all on my own. Just to get a feel for anyone with 1 child and wondering about adding another to the mix, here is a look into my everyday life!

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4 hours of sleep is a good thing...Wake up, feed Kannon, change Kannon, Max wakes up, breakfast, change Max (need to work on potty training, but I'm too exhausted), get Max and Kannon dressed, feed Kannon, Kannon naps or wants to be held, Max begs for my attention or gets into something he shouldn’t, I try to get some stuff cleaned up, laundry, feed Kannon, lunch for Max, nap for Max, try to nap or clean, feed Kannon, Max wakes up, try to think about dinner, try to make time to play with Max for a bit, eat dinner, feed Kannon, baths, Max goes to bed, feed Kannon, feed Kannon, feed Kannon...did I mention feed Kannon?! If I want a shower it has to be before the boys wake up or when they go to bed, if I want to watch a show it's when everyone is sleeping, if I want to breathe...oh, wait, I don't breathe! Most days I want to just quit, but then I remember that it won't be like this forever! Everyone does it so I know I can, it's just been an adjustment!

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Max is the BEST big brother EVER, the best oldest child EVER! We lucked out with him. I mean he has hard days, but for the most part he is AWESOME at entertaining himself while I plop my butt on the couch 10 times a day to feed Kannon, and he is so great when I'm constantly telling him "in a minute bud!" I cry because I feel like that's all I do is tell him in a minute or when he asks me, "you feeding brother again?!" but then he climbs up on the couch by me and puts his arm around Kannon and me and says, "Family Treasure!" or "AW, he's so cute!" and my heart melts and I'm reminded that he was sent to our family first for a reason. That reason right now, to keep me a float! I love that boy more than anything!

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Kannon was a great baby at first and I thought...How'd we get so lucky?, but then at about 2 weeks it got hard. He wasn't sleeping (still doesn't) and he'd cry A LOT, well he has reflux, just like his older brother. We have him on medication, but it really isn't better. Hopefully with time! He does have a smile that will melt your heart and his eyes are so precious! If I just sit and stare at him I feel like those eyes are from an old soul and hold so much knowledge! I LOVE him! He's a chunk and growing way too fast!

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Brad has been my rock, he's not home a lot, but when he is, he is always helping with Max while I feed Kannon or entertaining Max and I know that Max loves that! He's been my punching bag for those hard days and the person that makes me laugh when I 'm crying and I love him for that!

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I will get around to posting and updating EVERYTHING and I mean everything cause I can't stand being behind or missing something, but life is just busy, so so busy, but I'm glad it's my life!!
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Until I catch up enjoy about 5 posts! Kannon's birth story and pictures of what we've been up to this summer.
Now I'm only a month behind instead of 2:)